Supernatural FanFiction
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necro_omen13Title: To Be With Him Again
Author: necro_omen13
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre: Angst/Tragedy
Rating: T for themes
Pairings: None
Warnings: Character death, suicide
Summary: AU, post ‘No Rest for the Wicked’ but doesn’t follow season four. Three months have past since Dean’s payment was collected and while Sam hasn’t found a way to bring him back, he’s found a way to see him again.
A/N: Attack of the freakin plot bunny. Though the tone may imply some form of Wincest, it’s not intended that way, so don’t read too far into it. Or you can, either way. Don't own *sob*
The lights were off, the door unlocked and he had neglected to lay the salt lines. Didn’t matter anyway. His brother was gone and he hadn’t been able to save him. Hadn’t been able to do anything. Just stare and scream as his brother was torn to shreds in front of him.
Twelve months he’d had to find a way, and all he had to show for it was another Winchester grave. He’d failed the one person he had always been able to rely on. Twelve months he’d had, plus three more after…after. Fifteen months in all and he’d come up with fucking nothing! No way to break the contract, no way to pull his brother from eternal torment. He’d let down, failed to protect and save the only person he couldn’t live without. He was truly alone and had no way of bringing his brother back. Demons wouldn’t deal, witchcraft and necromancy couldn’t recover souls and the books he’d always relied on didn’t tell him a damn thing.
He needed his brother, would do anything to see him again, to stay with him. Which brought his to his current situation. A last ditch, bottom of the barrel plan, but worth everything if it meant seeing Dean again. He hoped it would work, even if nothing else had. He prayed it would work, however ironic that might be.
And so he pulled from his duffle the thing that could save him, save him from a lifetime without Dean. As he caressed the gleaming metal and fingered the trigger, Sam smiled.
Dealing with a demon wasn’t the only way to get into Hell.
A/N: Ooooh, Dean’s gonna be mad at me! In case you’re confused, Sam’s plan was to kill himself. He was going by the belief that suicides go to hell. I don’t personally believe in this, and Sam may not either on a normal day. But, I believe, with Dean gone and no way to bring him back, Sam would believe anything and DO anything to see him again, even if it meant going to hell with him. I apologise if the subject of suicide upset or offended anyone, it was not my intention.
Hope you, ah, enjoyed, the fic.
Necro_omen13
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Date: 2009-01-28 04:35 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-28 05:07 am (UTC):D
:D
:D
*squeals*
A few people on FF.net put it on alert, despite the fact it's shown as complete, and asked for a 'happier' ending. HA! All they did was give me ideas for a sequel that, if written, is anything but happy...if you're a Dean girl that is (and who isn't?).
Face it Sammy, you're just not awesome enough. Only Cas has the awesomeness required to get someone out of Hell.
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Date: 2009-01-28 05:10 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-18 10:45 am (UTC)*bangs head on desk*
Bad necro, bad necro, bad necro!
He is a major epic!fail and yeah, as I said to V, Dean wouldn't exactly be pleased with the outcome. And I was thinking about having Cas make an appearance, though I don't think I'm ready to write smut...of any kind.
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Date: 2009-02-18 12:56 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-18 07:58 pm (UTC)Taken from the supernaturalwiki:
Drugs of Fandom
From Super-wiki
On April 17, 2006 mona1347 posted that "fandom is every bit as a) enjoyable and b) addictive as hard drugs". She then compared each of her fandoms to a different drug. The description for Supernatural summed up perfectly a fandom that already had many indulging in reading and writing things -- such as incest, mpreg and RPS -- that they had previously shunned.
Supernatural = Roofies.
You let this fandom buy you one drink, just one drink and before you know it, your clothes’ve come off and you’re doing all these vile and depraved things that you always said you’d never do or just plain weren’t into and you can’t bring yourself to have any kind of problem with the situation at all. Then the next day you wake up kinda sore, wondering what the hell you did last night and have only fleeting remembrances of pretty emo boys, glitter and lube.
Yup, that is TOTALLY the SPN Fandom. Damn those hot boys...
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Date: 2009-02-18 08:16 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-18 08:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-16 06:59 pm (UTC)*sobs in a corner*
xx
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Date: 2009-02-16 11:22 pm (UTC)There, there.
People have asked me for a sequel, wanting a happy ending. They gave me a plot bunny, but it's not a happy story, at least not for a couple of chapters.
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Date: 2009-02-17 01:17 pm (UTC)*dries eyes*
*reads again*
*sobs again*
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Date: 2009-02-17 10:24 pm (UTC)I was going to have two chapters at least, one from Dean's perspective and one from Sam's, and basically Sam does end up in Hell, it's Heaven for him because he sees Dean again, but it's truly Hell for Dean because of what happens to Sam in Hell.
What do you think? If I do write it, should I post it as a separate story instead of just some more chapters?
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Date: 2009-02-17 10:49 pm (UTC)xx
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Date: 2009-02-18 02:08 am (UTC)Ay, ay Capitan!
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Date: 2009-02-18 10:37 am (UTC)Jump up and down on the spot...
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Date: 2009-02-18 10:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-18 03:37 pm (UTC)Ooooh THE POWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Date: 2009-02-18 08:08 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-19 11:49 am (UTC)One track minded? me? NEVER!
Um...you could kidnap j-cubed and misha...OR you could WRITE J-cubed and Misha...
xx
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Date: 2009-02-19 08:14 pm (UTC)Hey, do you think that if we suggested this story to Faith her brain would explode?
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Date: 2009-02-19 09:02 pm (UTC)I dunno about faith's brain exploding. Probably. Its like a weird science experiment! Lets ask her...
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Date: 2009-02-20 05:00 am (UTC)My ears are burning here, ladies. Did I hear tell of a J-squared/Misha request? Because you so totally know I'm going there! PWP and, quite possibly, a J2/Misha AU for Big Bang. Wuddup!
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Date: 2009-02-20 07:03 am (UTC)J-CUBED and Misha!
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Date: 2009-02-20 01:46 pm (UTC)*is still trying to figure out how that would work*
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Date: 2009-02-20 10:52 am (UTC)FOURSOME!
xx
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Date: 2009-02-20 01:40 pm (UTC)Mmmmm... orgy... now that's a whole 'nother story entirely!
*tries to figure out how that would work*
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Date: 2009-02-20 04:20 pm (UTC)*brains leaks out of ears*
*dies*
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Date: 2009-02-20 11:51 pm (UTC)XD
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Date: 2009-02-21 12:58 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-21 04:43 am (UTC)*high pitched squeal*
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Date: 2009-02-20 07:01 am (UTC)I may have already set myself on the smut writing track....it wasn't my fault I swear!
We were forced to go to a Year 12 health day that just happened to be in a church SO...I er...
*whispers*
decidedtoblasphemebywritingnotjustslashb
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Date: 2009-02-20 10:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-02-20 11:48 pm (UTC)Nooooo! No Daddy-cest! And only Dean and Cas can do the church!kink and priest!kink!
The fic I've started is good ol fashioned Dean/Sam and it doesn't take place in a church, it was just written in one. Probably won't be a full on lemon, I got work my way up to that.
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Date: 2009-02-21 12:02 am (UTC)Looking forward to yours though!
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Date: 2009-02-22 09:24 am (UTC)You are an evil corrupting influence. No only have you gotten me to write wincest while IN A CHURCH, you've caused more wincest and angel-slash plot bunnies to be born.
And...
ikindawannareadthatdeanjohnconfessionalb
Priest!kink has been running through my poor mind non-stop since I got your previous comment. And now, after reading a helluva lot of priest!kink fics, I wanna read that one.
*sigh*
I am so messed up.
...so, you got a link?
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Date: 2009-02-22 12:12 pm (UTC)And EXCUSE ME...why am I a bad influence? What the hell have I done? *looks innocent*
Let me find the link for you poppet!
Convert you to the dark side of wincest...
xx
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Date: 2009-02-22 08:18 pm (UTC)And thanks for lookin for the link.
*hugs*
*mutters*
Friggin dark side.
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Date: 2009-02-22 09:38 pm (UTC)HEY...what the hell does that mean? Even Faith? *grumbles and goes to have a word with Faith*
YEAH...the dark side...embrace it my friend.
Am sending you the link in a message in a sec angel.
xx
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Date: 2009-02-23 01:11 am (UTC)If you like that icon, check out this one.
And I read that fic, WHILE AT SCHOOL!
*epic!blush*
I cannot believe I read it.
*bangs head*
Bad necro. How could I do that to my Sam and Dean?
You evil recruiter you. I cannot even honestly say I will never read daddy!cest again. I can try though.
*mutters*
Friggin priest!kink.
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Date: 2009-02-23 09:08 am (UTC)I told you it was good.
It made me like daddy!cest.
Evil!Recruiter!...THATS ME!
Oh come one...it was hot...admit it!
*hugs you and your awesome icon*
xx
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Date: 2009-02-23 11:05 am (UTC)And...it might have been hot. But it was still weird caus it was JOHN. Just weird. Sam and Dean are better in wincest.
*hugs V*